Sometimes your eyes startle me; they’re huge, even when framed by your long bangs; looking at me, assessing, telling me, look at me Mommy.
I love how the two of you are thrilled at the simplest things: the arrival of your water bottles at the table during dinner, at the joy of running across one end of the living room to the other, the stray cat on his regular visit to the neighbor’s garbage bin. These things are greeted by shrieks, and much waving of arms. You teach me joy, through these simple things. How can I frown, when you’re so happy?
When you cry, demanding my presence, I sometimes feel that I am the child, being scolded. You both call out “Mommy” very clearly now, and that word that I waited so long to hear from you is now being thrown at me with alarming frequency. I imagine the subtext that comes with each “Mommy”. Come get me, Mommy. I’m sleepy, Mommy. She took my toy Mommy, do something! And when I do come, whatever it was that you were scolding me about slowly melts away, and I am forgiven. I am always forgiven, as long as I come. And I am amazed. And I hope you will continue to forgive this Mommy of yours who can be such a mess sometimes, literally and figuratively.
And I remember what I wrote soon after you were born:
Lovely girls! I have just one toddler daughter but she is already quite a handful. I imagine your girls will be twice the trouble but also twice the fun! ๐
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twice the trouble, twice the gastos, twice the diaper change and everything but yes, twice the fun! ๐
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Super Cute ng twins mo! I can’t imagine the joy you have. It’s always double ๐
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I’m sure your heart is as full as mine. Our hearts always fill up, and expand, for our children ๐
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Wow, you have twins. When I was pregnant, I wanted to have twins too. hehehe!
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hindi pa kami kasal ng asawa ko assuming na siya agad na twins magiging anak namin kasi pareho kami may lahi, he he. malay mo, next pregnancy for you ๐
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First time to encounter your blog and I’m in love with the twins. I used to wish I had a pair. Not so anymore. My one daughter can be a handful already. Haha.
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awww, thanks! and yes, they can be handful ha ha
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Wow Rina you have twins pala! These girls are tooooo adorable and those smiles… Sigh. You are so blessed!
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